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Self-Crucified
03:44
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Try to find a line
Between dreadful and self satisfied
I forgot till you brought it up right now
Let the hatred surge
I heard it’s good for you
But I’m already partly dead
I just want it all the time,
What softer mornings can provide
I just need, “all right, fine”
I’m self crucified
I’ve just gotta self medicate
But I’m already partly dead
Are you all sure you’re prepared for the weight of my conscience?
Don’t you think that I’m aware of the blood that I am letting?
I’m self crucified
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Sign the Canvas
03:13
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Dirty earth and people who
Show their hands
Is that blood red?
Or are you an innocent
Circumstantial resident?
Sign the canvas,
Finish up
You moral licensing savant
By any means
Necessary
You'll lie in the bed you've made
Before we begin,
Clean the hands you'll choke me with
Lay it to rest, my heart is yours
Can't fight the mess, we're self assured
Lay it to rest, my blood is yours
I don't feel the way you feel
Lay it to rest
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Old Shoes
04:37
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Never could build that house for two
My foundation will crumble and rot
Tell me I'm everything, though I am nothing
I won't try to be something I'm not
The old shoes that you bought me
I'm your welcome mat now
For the glass house that you're living in
Who's throwing stones now?
Started to build that house for two
The walls stand so tall, but there was no room for you
Tell me I'm everything, though I am nothing.
I won't try to be something I'm not
Faster to the Earth
Without a sound
This house will bury us both alive
I've never felt more proud
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Sun Won't Shine
05:30
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One day you were here
Then you weren't around
You went and left me
On the ground
I miss your smile
I miss your face
And that laugh
I can't replace
I still remember
All of those days
Just like your house
It's just not the same
And I know you
Hate this too
But we both know
That it saved you
And if you come back down
The sun won't shine
But if you let me
I'll waste all of your time
And if you come back down
The sun won't shine
If heaven's a place
I hope I'm next in line
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Upward Spiral
04:46
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Rot My Mind
02:08
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I need everybody to shut up
Let me poison myself in peace
Some guy is telling me all this sh*t I should do
Well maybe you could live my life for me?
Rot my mind
Let me fall asleep
Tell me
I'm something
Cause there's a voice inside my head
that says that, "you are not dead yet"
But I don't believe it
I can't believe it
There's a voice inside my head
And it's getting far too loud
I need to cut it all out
And let it pour out
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Jaded
04:46
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I've been floating for days
Lost in the everything
I am drifting away
I can't feel anything
Give me piece of mind
The pieces never fit
I say I'm doing fine
I know I'm full of sh*t
Am I thinking out loud?
Can you hear me?
Should I come back down?
Or just fade away
Everything's so gray
Walking day after day
Is this reality?
Am I just jaded?
(faster to the earth without a sound. this house will bury us both alive; i've never felt more proud.)
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Translucent
04:48
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I'd do anything for myself
And it makes me so sick
But I'm insatiable
I quit talking to myself
And listening to the blood
Rushing in my ears
I've got this feeling
I'll be rotting in hell
But it's fine
You were right
I'm sorry but I can't quite come to the phone
I'm on fire, being stoked
I'm sharing burdens with some people who I barely know, they don't care
I've got this feeling
I'll be rotting in hell
But I've got all night
I'd do anything for myself
But I'm the last one left
Who's even listening
Talking to myself
The audience is loud
But I cannot shut up
Some body come for me
Cause I have lost myself
I left me alone again
Validation please
It's best if you're naive
Because I'm so full of sh*t
I hate most anything that I do
They all lied when they said,
"This will kill you,"
Well, I'm still here
I see my face like I hear my voice
I tried death out
But I was denied the choice
Now that's unreal
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